Time changes...

When you are younger all you want to do is grow up and become an adult, and when it actually happens you want to go back to childhood. I can't believe it is 2012 already. I feel like 2011 just came and now its over. I can't say i'm not happy about it because I am, but the last year has completely changed me and I have grown up so much in so little time. In 365 days I have accomplished so much that I never thought would happen. Ever. I graduated college and six years ago that would have never crossed mind. And now I have a full - time job and am moved out on my own. All of this happened in just one year. Things move so quickly it is insane. I also was finally able to move on from people holding me back in many ways especially emotionally. I still wish I had gotten the closure I really wanted, but with this person it was never going to happen no matter how many times I tried for closure he never let me get it. So all in all he just had to be out of my life. It sucks when you fall for someone that will never reciprocate their feelings. I guess it is just another one of life lessons that I had to go through. Maybe it took me three years almost four to actually go through it, but at least I finally was able to do it. As long as I could hold strong to it I can keep pushing myself forward and as the years pass I'll be able to accomplish more and grow more into someone I want to be and find someone that will want to be with me. Too many jumbled thoughts in my head.